Let me start off by saying that I know that I get crazy in my head sometimes so please no judgement……. Life has held many challenges over my lifetime for me. A lot of these challenges I caused in my own life. Of course I would like to be able to point the finger towards […]

Through out my entire life I can remember always wondering if I mattered? As a child I wondered did I matter to my parents. As a teenager I wondered if I really mattered to the kids I thought were my friends? As an adult I always wondered if I mattered to the guy that I […]

       A thousand times a day I have all kinds of emotions and thoughts running through my head. Like it literally feels like a ping pong ball bouncing from one side to the other.      For as long as I can remember I have battled thoughts of worthlessness and some days are better than others. […]

I have found myself going through a lot of changes over the past 5 months. I’m not a person who does good work change at all. But I’m making it the only way I know how. I smile….. You see life can be crazy at times especially with this pandemic that’s been going on. It […]

So we all know what it is like to love someone. And most of us know what it’s like to of been through a break up. WELL HONESTLY THEY SUCK! I am just coming out of an almost year relationship with someone who I really saw myself marrying. Often times breakups are my ones fault. […]

I have always ran from God because I believed that I had done so much that he would never do anything but hate & despise me. Boy was I ever so so wrong!!All God wanted to do was love me, forgive me, protect me, & guide me into a better life. ❤️ SO MY GAME […]

In the past I have lived to satisfy whatever way that I wanted to. I never thought about any consequences, and it didn’t matter who I hurt. All I wanted was to feel good at the moment, and at any means it took. There for a long time I believe that my family thought I […]

I wake up every day with the commitment that I’m going to be a better person than I was the day before. When I got clean people who see me and say that they hardly recognized me because I had gained weight & was looking healthy. But the truth is I was the one who […]

So I’m in A new relationship and I’m getting overwhelmed at times. I hate feeling this way! I want to be able to have a true stable relationship. I’m praying that God teaches me how too love like he does. I do not want to feel lost & overwhelmed. I’m trusting in God to lead […]